i give u up bcos i didnt know what i 1 that time n things r just in a mess, but now i know i 1 u! this is my dream n i m going 4 it!
i 1 flowers on my nails!!!
when she told me that u r broken hearted, i was happy finally both of u can b 2gether but when i think again 2 fail again at the age of 28, sigh, buddy, remember u said u ll only get married at least u must b 30 n above, mayb is 4 the best, i know u r going 2 make it, hehe, she’s a nice girl smug!!! Sadly 2 admit about myself, if fail another relationship again after 30 i think i ll just die!!! =))
i dont need 2 tell ppl how much i enjoy dancing, even though i m slow, i m really really slow, but i still insist on learning, bro brought me 2 dancing class bcos he doesnt 1 2 join, he came back from work, had dinner drove me there n sat there 2 wait 4 me till 10! bro said if i dont know how 2 cha cha as long as i can eat bu bu cha cha enough liaw love u bro sayang! i remember reading mitch albom’s tuesday with morrie about family, is someone that looks over you in everything. boy boy is one of them that take full care of me!
i hv this habit of switching on my PC the 1st thing after dinner! I checked my email already in the office, basically i search whatever i need in a short time n yet i hv this habit of sitting in front of the PC whenever i m at home! what’s wrong with me??!!!
I m thinking of changing 2 laptop but i cannot let go of my PC how??!!!!
lee sia sms-ed me telling me that when she got my sms she really misses me. is really hard now 4 her 2 find a girl friend that can share everything, now she just spend her time playing with her girl. lee sia is my very first new friend when i entered unimas. we played 2gether, those nites eating at burger stalls, the time we ate at the cafeteria gossiping!!! the time those younger boys after her, the time we plan 2 travel west malaysia, which we never did, the time we were discussing about our future. i hv this feeling my close girl friends r 1st class hiaw po, b4 we left uni, lee sia announced that she will not get married so soon n then!!! she got pregnant n had 2 get married n i missed her wedding why all my close girl friends r hiaw posssss!!!!! i miss u girl! i must get my butts 2 penang n we will definately go do all the girly things with ur girl!!!!
last few days, i actually felt like life has no purpose, even if I die, it doesnt matter, yes, i think ppl will b sad when the time i die, but after while life goes on n ppl will 4get about me n they will enjoy life bcos they felt how i had wasted my life. U know some of u might think that i m wrong, but i ve been there done that, yes when oliver left it was painful, but now, 8 years just erase by itself just like that, so i think even if i m so close 2 some1, once that moment gone, n that s it. it makes me think, is life really just a passing moment? but after go joggin just now, then i think die also like that life also like that, just life la n try 2 enjoy myself as much as possible but if really die also nvmla, the scary thought is any1 of us can suddenly just commit suicide even me! if i commit suicide 2moro, i just 1 all of u 2 know that i love all of u alot!