2day i really felt better! All of u just wont believe how stress out i was!!!!!! It was so bad that I snap easily, narrow minded, n i kept reminding myself, just take it easily n relax but the stress was so bad that when i woke up 230 am in the morning, i kept thinking work still not done!!! AH!!!! The time i was in the car, going to mek’s engagement dinner, i saw pei shan smiled, tok n nb them laughed, then i told myself, it’s so nice!!! i 1 2 b able to laugh n makes stupid remarks again, b loosen up, 2 b like that old me again! this morning things r still pretty bad i still get aggitated easily n can easily scold ppl. but now i felt better, mayb it was my hormon or maby bcos I sweat alot, my past experience, exercise do makes me feel better, i do hope this old feeling stays even though my work still not done n i wont b around 2 do it next week to settle it!!
During the run, I ran n ran, realising my previous mistake, i didnt 1 2 repeat the same mistake. My fighting spirit has always been low! I give up easily and when i didnt meet my target I actually dont mind. i kept telling myself i need 2 fight, yes i felt the pain like most nights I am struggling with my thesis, but when i reached the end it’ll be better. i ran n ran n kept motivating myself