I live my life never letting RP stop me, just to fall for this one!  From the start I made it clear, I am going blind and this is a genetic disorder and we are not going to have kid, again and again I reminded you.  I never see this coming, calling off my engagement.  I fear my kid will be like me, my parents didn’t know, but I know the consequences clearly.  This is a normal question RP will ask themselves, do you want kid that might have the same problem at you?  There are those that are brave, knowing everything and still take the risk, I do not fall into this category.  Self sympathy is strong, but I need to let this go, I come so far for my PhD, I have to finish this.

Goodbye my love, wishing you and your family all the best..if you think this is hard, is even harder for me…