Have you ever stop and look at your own life not to reflect because what have happened, is irreversible. Just purely winding back like an old film rolling right in front of you but instead of looking for places you can improve, you look at an entirely new perspective, in a positive manner, as though a light is shown on you at that time?
Everyday we remind ourselves to keep fighting, to be constantly better, but how if we just stop. Take deep breath. Listen instead to our surrounding, the quietness, the noisiness, and most of all, listen to your inner voice.
When I was younger, people will ask, what type of guy do you like? I shyly answered, I don’t know and I mean every word I said. To add up to that, I actually has a boyfriend then. Funny this sounds. Sadly to admit, a lot of things in my life, I didn’t know what I want. I always think is alright, just go with the flow. Is it? I think no one will really know the answer. Now I reach a point in life, is alright to don’t know, but when you look back, you can look back using the exact eyes you look at when you are at that moment or you can look at it as more mature, a person with better outlook on life. If it was a mistake, is alright, admit it was a mistake, don’t be harsh on yourself, learn from it and move on. If you did well, applaud yourself, stay humble, always move on.
Now, try look back with entirely new eyes, question yourself, why didn’t I see it that way? Could I have see it another way? Is there a better or worse way of looking at it? That will really make you look at your life entirely differently. For my case, before this I will think why didn’t I be with this person, but now, when I look back, I was not ready at all. Or in another eye, with my level of indecisiveness, the outcome might have been disastrous!